The Shadow Queen – #16

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#16 – THE SHADOW QUEEN

ACQUIRING KNOWLEDGE, INSECURITY, MANIPULATION

CHALLENGER

The Shadow Queen gently asks you to address your innermost character flaws with compassion, for now it’s time to bring your wounded self and hidden agendas into the light. You’re seeing the tangible results of those aspects of your nature that have evolved in response to the difficulties in your life: they’ve been a means to help you survive Perhaps you’re falling prey to insecurity masked as elitism and arrogance, believing that you know best; to comparing yourself with others; or to being fearful and self-sabotaging. You may have been taught that manipulating others rather than being direct is the way to get your needs met. The Shadow Queen reminds you that manipulation in any form isn’t the best method of getting what you want. Another meaning that can also apply is the possibility that you’re being affected by someone else’s wounded self. Perhaps you are the one being manipulated. Whatever the case, it’s time to take a fearless personal inventory and observe what part you play in the dramas and potential disasters in your life. When you come to the place of humility, forgiveness, and grace, then you may proceed again and walk into the Light. There is great value and strength in facing your own shadow in the realm of the Shadow Queen.

Random Musings on a Saturday Afternoon….

It’s a quiet Saturday afternoon and there’s a lull in anything I want to do around the house, so I thought I’d write a bit.

A lot has been going through my mind here of late.  As a retired teacher and although I still work about three to four days per week, there are those times when I’m at a loss as to what to do.

There’s always work to be done around the house….I only wish that was something I enjoyed doing.  I have several projects underway and suppose the next rainy day I’ll pick on of those to work on.   But on afternoons like this afternoon, that’s not something that motivates me.

Turning your will and your life over the care of God is something I’ve been pondering on as well.  I’ve tried to stay on an even keel and not go doing anything too out of line for me, but there are those times when I think I need to try something new.

I went this morning to get a bite to eat and then went to the park at the lake and did some writing…took some pictures….but those are things I’m used to doing.  At least I do enjoy them still.

Tonight I’ll be going to the local coffee shop to their open mic event…I’ll take my camera along and take pictures as I normally do for their monthly event.  I’ll see some friends I’ve not seen in a while and who knows, perhaps even meet someone new.

So that’s what’s on my mind for this lazy afternoon.  I realize I may just be writing this to myself since my viewership has one again hit a lull….but that’s OK as well…not in my control

David Lee

Second Free-Lance Photography Assignment Completed…

Last night was my second night of doing photography as a free lance for the local newspaper.  I once again was able to get my quota of pictures, even though it took a bit longer than last time out.

One of the first venues I went to was quite crowded and I got an abundance of good shots.  There was also a group of friends eating there and I stopped to chat with them for a while.  The weather was a bit more cooperative, so the second venue I went to had outside diners.  It was nice to get a “different” kind of picture and they were more than cooperative.

One of the spots that I went to last week was pretty dead, so I skipped over it and went to the next.  I once again saw some friends there and I as I continued to take pictures, had some good conversation as well.  I even stopped by the local theater and even though I didn’t get but a couple of pictures, it was the first “new” place I had encountered.  I did see a family making use of the new downtown playground, but they weren’t comfortable with me taking their pictures, so again I hit the trail.

I went to another restaurant in the uptown area and got some shots and then got in the car and headed for another section of town.  I started out with one of the places I had visited last week and then tried three locations I hadn’t been to last week. I got some good results from those venues as well.  I found that people are less likely to want their picture taken if the place I’m at is primarily just a “bar” and not a restaurant.  Duly noted for next visit….

I will say there was one place I visited, which shall remain unnamed, in which I didn’t feel comfortable taking any pictures.  Any of the pics I would have gotten there wouldn’t have been suitable for publication.  I’ll just leave it at that.

I did have a bit of a problem with the newspaper computer this morning.  It had been “locked” by one of the full time photographers and I couldn’t access the folder that I used to upload the pictures I had taken. Luckily, there was a reporter there who had the phone number of the photographer and I was able to get it unlocked and upload the pictures without any problems.

So the second week completed, I was able to say it was another job well-done.  I had gotten a nice text from the editor earlier in the day stating that they had gotten quite a few more hits on their webpage due to last week’s pictures and that quite a few people had seen them via social media as well.  So all-in-all, a good first two weeks at the job.

David Lee

Letting Go….once more #44

 

LETTING GO

Releasing attachments, expectations, and desires yet unfulfilled—these are some of the aspects of this card. When you receive this marker on your path, you’re required to relinquish control and allow the Mystery to act as she will to weave life together as it is meant to be, according to the laws of the cosmos. You cannot force something to come, or to remain, if its true place is elsewhere. Remember that what is yours can never be taken away. Allowing is the key to this marker, for what is yours will come to you. The same applies to the past: This is the time to let go of old hurts, resentments, and unresolved anger, for they’re no longer welcome burdens on the path ahead. Old and outmoded ideas about life, how you see others, who you are, based on who you were—these must also be left behind. Then you can move forward, unencumbered, stepping into the magic of the new present that leads into the best possible future.
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Reading from Language of Letting Go…

 

Letting Go of Worry

What if we knew for certain that everything we’re worried about today will work out fine?

What if . . . we had a guarantee that the problem bothering us would be worked out in the most perfect way, and at the best possible time? Furthermore, what if we knew that three years from now we’d be grateful for that problem, and its solution?

What if . . . we knew that even our worst fear would work out for the best?

What if . . . we had a guarantee that everything that’s happening, and has happened, in our life was meant to be, planned just for us, and in our best interest?

What if . . . we had a guarantee that the people we love are experiencing exactly what they need in order to become who they’re intended to become? Further, what if we had a guarantee that others can be responsible for themselves, and we don’t have to control or take responsibility for them?

What if . . . we knew the future was going to be good, and we would have an abundance of resources and guidance to handle whatever comes our way?

What if . . . we knew everything was okay, and we didn’t have to worry about a thing? What would we do then?

We’d be free to let go and enjoy life.

Today, I will know that I don’t have to worry about anything. If I do worry, I will do it with the understanding that I am choosing to worry, and it is not necessary.

 

Meditation and Prayer for the Day…

 

Meditation for the Day

Spiritual development is achieved by daily persistence in living the way you believe God wants you to live. Like the wearing away of a stone by steady drops of water, so will your daily persistence wear away all the difficulties and gain spiritual success for you. Never falter in this daily, steady persistence. Go forward boldly and unafraid. God will help and strengthen you, as long as you are trying to do His will.

Prayer for the Day

I pray that I may persist day by day in gaining spiritual experience. I pray that I may make this a lifetime work.