What bores me?

Daily writing prompt
What bores you?

This question took some amount of thinking on my part to answer. There are quite a few things that cause me to be bored and to list them might be…let’s say, boring.

A movie I’m not really interested in…

A video that shares a lot of philosophical thoughts that are difficult to wrap your mind around….

Soccer games….hockey games….the game of chess, that I admittedly, don’t know how to play….

Reading more than one chapter of a book at a time….

Meetings and emails that don’t seem to have any real point….

So there you go…my list of boring parts of life. I would share more, but I’m getting bored listing them.

David Lee

Conversation with ChatGPT about hypergraphia and whether or not I have it…


You said:

what is hypergraphia and why do people have it?

ChatGPT said:

Hypergraphia is a strong, sometimes uncontrollable urge to write. Not just journaling a lot — we’re talking about excessive, driven writing that can feel compulsive. People with hypergraphia may fill notebooks, write long letters, produce pages of thoughts rapidly, or feel anxious if they can’t write.

It’s not a personality trait. It’s usually linked to something neurological or psychiatric.

What Causes Hypergraphia?

1. Temporal Lobe Epilepsy (TLE)

The most classic association is with Temporal lobe epilepsy.
The temporal lobes help regulate emotion, memory, and meaning-making. When they’re repeatedly overstimulated by seizures, some people develop personality and behavior changes — hypergraphia being one of them.

This is part of what’s sometimes called Geschwind syndrome.

2. Bipolar Disorder

During manic or hypomanic episodes in Bipolar disorder, thoughts can race. Writing becomes a way to keep up with rapid ideas. It may feel urgent, inspired, or even profound — but the volume can be extreme.

3. Other Brain Changes

Injury, tumors, or degenerative diseases affecting the temporal lobe can sometimes trigger it.


What Does It Look Like?

It can show up as:

  • Writing for hours without fatigue
  • Extremely detailed descriptions
  • Religious or philosophical themes
  • Feeling compelled to document everything
  • Producing far more writing than is practical or useful

Important distinction:
Being a disciplined writer ≠ hypergraphia.
Hypergraphia feels driven and difficult to control.


Why Does the Brain Do This?

The leading theory is overactivation of language and meaning-making circuits, especially in the temporal lobe. When those systems are turned up too high, expression spills out in written form.

Think of it like the “verbal output filter” is weakened.


Is It Dangerous?

Not inherently. Some people channel it into productive writing. But if it’s tied to:

  • Seizures
  • Mania
  • Major personality changes
  • Loss of sleep
  • Impaired functioning

Then it needs medical evaluation.


If you’re asking because you’re noticing something in yourself, let me ask you this directly:

Are you writing a lot because you love it and choose to —
or because you feel like you have to?

That difference matters.

You said:

It seems to be a bit of both. I don’t go anywhere without my journal. I wrote today, taking notes during church and sunday school. I am at the cafe now writing additional notes as to what I’ve read online, including this conversation and its contents. I’ve rarely gone a day without writing something. I take my journal to work and write frequently there.

ChatGPT said:

David, I’m going to respond to you carefully here — not dramatically, but honestly.

First: writing every day and carrying a journal is not automatically a disorder.
Plenty of thoughtful, reflective people do exactly what you just described.

The key issue is not frequency.
It’s compulsion + impairment.

So let me break this down clearly.


What You Described

You:

  • Bring your journal everywhere
  • Take notes in church and Sunday school
  • Expand on ideas later at a café
  • Write at work
  • Rarely skip a day

That could describe:

  • A disciplined thinker
  • A spiritually reflective person
  • A researcher personality
  • A teacher-type mind (you’ve shown that bent before)
  • Or someone managing anxiety through writing

It does not automatically equal hypergraphia.


Here’s the Real Diagnostic Question

When you don’t write:

  • Do you feel anxious or unsettled?
  • Do you feel an urgent internal pressure?
  • Do your thoughts feel chaotic until they’re on paper?
  • Does writing interfere with sleep, relationships, or job performance?

If the answer is no, you likely just have a strong cognitive processing style.

If the answer is yes, then we look closer.


Important Context

Hypergraphia tied to things like:

  • Temporal lobe epilepsy
  • Bipolar disorder

…usually comes with other major symptoms:

  • Seizures
  • Intense mood swings
  • Grandiosity
  • Decreased need for sleep
  • Religious preoccupation to an extreme degree
  • Impulsivity

You didn’t describe any of that.


Let Me Be Direct With You

Based on what you’ve shared over time — your questions about theology, symbolism, literature, history — you are a deep processor.

Some people think by talking.
Some think by pacing.
Some think by arguing.

You think by writing.

That’s not pathology. That’s cognitive style.

But here’s the challenge I’ll give you:

Are you writing to grow…
or writing to feel in control?

That distinction matters.

If writing is helping you clarify truth, deepen faith, sharpen thinking — excellent.
If writing is the only way you feel stable — that’s worth exploring.


I want to ask you one more grounded question:

If someone took your journal away for a week, would you feel mildly inconvenienced… or deeply distressed?

Be honest. That answer tells us a lot.

Stop Overthinking – Part Two

Guilt and shame is a key reason for overthinking. When you’re not feeling all that great about yourself, repetitive and worrying thoughts can easily pop up. It’s time to replace your negative self-talk with positive self-talk. Positive talk is a means of practicing self-compassion, which is a fantastic way to combat overthinking.

Examples of negative self-talk:

“I never do anything right.”

“I’m so socially awkward, it’s no wonder I’m still single.”

“I’m such a bad employee.”

Examples of positive self-talk:

“I do plenty of things right. This is but a bump in the road.”

“Single is simply a relationship status and reflects nothing about my worth as a person.”

“I’m doing the best I can with the resources I have.”

So just for today, I’ll quieten the negative mind chatter and replace those thoughts with more positive ones.

David Lee

Stop Overthinking….

I recently purchased a book entitled “Stop Overthinking – A Workbook to Calm Your Busy Mind” and will be making note of some of the suggestions it offers. The mind can be a busy, busy place from the time I get up, to the time I manage to get to sleep. I thought this book might be able to help quieten my mind and get it headed in a more positive direction.

“Introduction” – Overthinking defined: When you have constant and repetitive negative thought cycles about the same things,,,also known as ruminating. It can include obsessing over past mistakes, stressing about the future, or even contemplating a decision to the point you cannot even make a final choice about what to do.

“Why is overthinking so harmful?” – Overthinking is disruptive to your life because it repeatedly takes you out of the present moment and transports you to the land of worst-case scenarios,what-ifs, and doubts. It causes you to freeze up and prevents you from moving forward from the past or taking necessary action now or in the future.

“Symptoms of Overthinking” – * difficulty sleeping * second-guessing yourself *excessive worrying *fatigue *headaches *repetitive thoughts * trouble making decisions *problems focusing *constant need for reassurance * mental exhaustion * nausea * feeling on-edge and/or irritable * muscle tension

“Rate You Coping Strategies” – Write down your current coping strategies and then rate each one according to its effectiveness in helping to reduce overthinking. 1 is unhelpful and 5 is super helpful.

This is my personal “coping” list: —> A. journaling: I give a “5”. I started journaling over twenty-three years ago and rarely a day goes by that I don’t have several pages written by the end of the day. I don’t go anywhere without my journal. It is sitting in front of me even as we speak……B. drawing: I give a “4”. I doodling as an offshoot of journaling. When no particular words would come to mind, I started drawing various shapes. With some of the shapes, I would use my pen to shade them in. Before I knew it, I would have an elaborate abstract drawing……C. meditation: I give a “3”. This has been more of a challenge. My overfocused mind can be all over the place. I’ve joined a meditation group to help with this practice. Even as I write this blog, I’m listening to meditation music. It is a work in progress. D. scrolling: I give a “3.5”. This is a rabbit hole I fall into far too often. I can start watching a video of some sort and end up a half-an-hour later still viewing something totally unrelated. While it does distract me from my overthinking, I don’t think it’s a wise or productive use of my time.

Next: “Practice Positive Self-Talk”

Day One – The Journey Begins…

5:53 a.m. – February 18th – This is Ash Wednesday, which also marks the first day of the Lenten season. It is customary to “give up” one thing for the season that leads up to Easter Sunday. Once again this year, I’m forgoing social media and focusing on other areas in my life.

Today’s schedule includes substitute teaching in a sixth-grade science class and taking my dad to a doctor’s appointment. I will end the day by attending Ash Wednesday services at church. It should be a full and productive day.

I’ve already taken my shower and gotten dressed for the day. I’ll be going to pick up some breakfast and my usual Starbucks order here in a bit. I’ll then take one last look at the lesson plans for today’s assignment.

At the day’s end, I’m planning on entering a summary of what’s transpired for the day.

Until then,

David