I recently had an interesting trip to the North Carolina mountains. I’d been to the mountains plenty of times before, so nothing new there. It was the place where I stayed for the two nights I was there that had played a part in my past. It brought back some long-ago memories. Time can be tricky that way at times…
As best I can recall, it was likely some thirty years ago that I visited this inn. My then-wife and I had answered one of those marketing calls that would gain us some gift in return for letting the salespeople have a couple of hours of our time. I do not recall what that gift was these many years later. Turns out the salesperson must have been pretty good because we ended up purchasing a coveted one week per calendar year at some other place in the N.C. mountains.
This afternoon I decided it might be a neat idea to go to the lobby of the inn and try to recall what that day would have been like some thirty years ago. And while it didn’t bring back any immediate memories, I realized that place had been a part of my journey so many years ago. So many things had transpired since then. We were married at that time and would eventually have two children. Our children would grow up and become adults and have children of their own. Of course we would not be together forever, as we separated and then divorced after twenty-three years of marriage.
So I walked through the lobby of the inn this evening and thought to myself about the fact I’d been there before. If only I could go back to that time and tell myself what I know to be true today. I wouldn’t have purchased that time-share that day. I would be more cautious about areas in my life. But of course, I’m not accorded that opportunity. Time and life don’t work that way.
Perhaps, just perhaps, today is healing in a manner of speaking. I know I did the best that I could to make things right in life and of course, also made a lot of mistakes along the way. I know I’ll likely never return to this inn, and so tomorrow morning I’ll be saying good-bye one last time.
